Monday, August 02, 2010

nothing.




always keep lookin forward to end work every single day.
after which, i would rush myself to get out from that patheticly-
always-need-help-around the office.
i don't give shit about OT anymore,
i never get paid for doing OTs, so why should i stay.
i more than happy if they fire me, go ahead and geta new
Graphic Designer, and see which idiot could last till that long.

its lucky i was wearing my old NS shoe so if it gets dirty i dont mind,
imagine if it was my NBs, i would definitely get mad and just leave the office like that.

and please, its been a month (since 30Jun) till now,
and what am i actually working for?
haven even sign-ed any document of me statin i'm working,
and they delay my pay because? reason due they can't count my hours.
got noone to blame, its just pure that they like to throw me everywhere and make
my hours complicated, give me unexplainable off days instead of a fixed off day.
make me work in every aspect of the office.

what a graphic designer doing drilling and unscrewin things?
i understand that the word HELP, and they want to HELP around.
so what do i get if i HELP around?

OT to HELP around, when i leave the office, they sure make a remark
saying out loud "YOU GOING BACK ALREADY UH?!"
like duh~

i got other job to finish and being the only designer there,
alot of people are findin for me for this and that.
even for CDs or MasterCopy of specific files also come to me,
this is being so stupid. I'm not you info-booth or a directory for you to
categorise me as "find zul to find my stuff" kinda thing.

this is gettin insane. want me to learn everything, throw me to every events/functions,
till i have no MRT back home, wake up next day for another crazy hours at work and what i get?
1st month pay got delayed.

so farking not worth.
i'm quiting soon i hope.

all happen in a short period of time.
friggin hate my life.
urgh.