Tuesday, August 03, 2010

lost, gone.



June/July and Aug.
so many things been going around me within these 3 months.
even tho now its just the beginin of Aug, i can feel its gona be another
fuck up month.

sadly to say,
i am tired.
just tired of doing everything,
i just want to rest now, i don't want any holidays,
or any peaceful music, because now, the peacefulness doenst
feel home to me anymore.

i lost alot of interest in riding, designin and photography.
work never been better, and lost the motivation to strive anymore.
haiz.

i have a D300 with me, but i find it a chore to shoot now.
i have a desktop with good specs at work, but i find a chore to design now.
i got a my bike to maintain, but i find it a chore to just pump the tyres.

haiz.wonder whats the problem is.