Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Photographer.




i love being one,
taking pictures of that perfect smile.

But somehow, after being a photographer for today @ NTU.
i somehow feel that i should just forget everything that i know about photography.
Whats so hard about taking pictures right?
Maybe my way of taking pictures and the way i express myself in pictures are not
as what they expected.

I took a few shots today and my colleaguea keep saying its too high, its too low,
keep saying that and i feel as though i would just want to take the bloody D3 and throw on his face.
It is fo' sure difficult to take pictures with so little capabilities, where everything is just fixed.
Fixed lighting, fixed object etc. 

Maybe stage photographing is not my type, but somehow, those who WANTS to be a photographer
need to know the basics of this. Even i myself had a hard time trying to take the perfect shot over and over again.

i told myself that this is an opportunity that i longed for so long,
but why am i backing out now.

Its sure looks very very easy to just snap snap snap.
but it isnt. 

i feel so dissapointed of myself.
i need that white cloth to make my room as a mini studio.
just to practice.

Its totally not about the camera.
Its the skills that matters.

And i totally need more, to practice.