From what i see, some things are gone
even before it started.
Its like a drama series on the local television aired everyday.
I can predict of believe to feel how it will goes by one very day.
Maybe its written for my fate to be like this.
If i'm wrong in judgin, please show me.
Or maybe its the feelings in the mind playing with me.
No longer using the twitter anymore.
No point as i don't like to let people know
what i'm feeling unless they can help me with it.
If this blog making me exhausted, i'l just delete it.
If the heart still beats, well, i shall see if it does.
i'm not gona start a war here anymore.
too many civilians walking aroung and this thick
concrete walls have ears and eyes.
but if its necessary...
i won't oblige.
till then, i shall keep in silence
and let people talked about me.
anything about me, because,
no matter how hard i try,
NOT even one out there,
able to see for who i am.
i've heard most of my negative sides far too many.
don't i have a heart too?
i have feelings too in this thick skin of mine.
i bleed too if been cut,
i cry too if it hurts,
i feel tired too if i'm exhausted.
so whats the difference?
easy.
because i can't make you feel of how you want to feel.
theres a reason i stayed up till now to type this entry.
or either way, i don't blame you that read my blog or anybody else.
as the reason is simple.
me.
i don't understand this.
i get angry over that,
i'm too sensitive over this,
i'm not thinkin over that.
anything else that fits my description.
i think if i was in a part of a Dictionary,
all the bad words, will be under ' Z '
why?
because i am always bad.
end.
