why is that

Been not myself lately,

misplaced things, forget to do this even for 

a second that i remember, i stumble on my words,
i fall out of speech.

Dont know whats gettin on me,
i hope it won't affect my work,
but i bet it will till everything is settle.

i'm so suffocating now, need someone to talk to.
but who and how.

sigh.

sobs