what is the feeling that i am having now?
its abit mixture of hate, anger, sad, lost, confuse.
been trying to just be myself and forget everything.
but doing that is hard for me this time.
to just be alone and just stare at the walls and ceiling is my new hobby now.
this is the moment i wish i was in a concussion state.
is this what and how i want it that way?
why must i be so cold towards you....?
i told her it will be forever if she lose me.
its too painful for me to see you....
but i still miss you.
:(