Memories
i have a taste of memory lost 2days ago.
till now i am pretty not sure of what had happen to me.
the feelings of it was somehow relaxing,
to tell the truth i like the feeling, i know
it is a bad thing to lose your memories.
but listen to what i have to say....
As we are unable to recall what had happen
to ourselve in that kind of state that we are in,
everything turns to fast pace. Everything move
very fast, time past very fast and it like we are in
a 'video-mode' in fast forward, play, and next scene/chapter.
If you ask me, i can barely tell what had happen in the hospital
from the minute i register and when i was at the ward.
All i know and remember that my head hurts ouh so badly.
I've tried so hard to remember what had happen but no matter
how hard i try, no images or preview is there to make me remember.
Its just completely gone.
i can't remember of what problems i had or anything.
its just so peaceful and blank and as if theres nothing to worry.
i am glad that i am fine today and some of the memories are coming back to me
pretty slowly. and thank god that nothing serious happen to me.
this is my 1st time experiencin this kind of incident and i need lots of support
from the people i know and the people that i am closest with.
i dont need jokes that mocks my stupidity.
i hate that. they never try what i like to do so shut it.
thanks girlfriend/friends for understandin me for what i like to do.
giving me a 'take care' approach and 'dont ride till you're well' kinda remarks.
thanks!
not like some people who mocks and say...
"YOU SEE LAH, YOU KNOW WHY? COZ NEVER WEAR HELMET.
EVEN THE PROS WEAR HELMET"