Tuesday, May 25, 2010

If tomorrow..


It took me so much courage and deletion to send you the dozens of pages SMSes. I can't seem to express everything i need to tell you face to face. I know myself, if i were to told you everything face to face, things will just get worst and armageddon will come upon us, i don't want that. I apologize for the things i've said in those sms-es if it cause you so much pain, but somehow i need to let you know how are my emotions and feelings at the moment. You told me i never share, and this is the reason why i don't. I will end up making you hurt so badly.

But my intentions are not to let you hurt more, the sentences i told you are just purely out from my emotions and feelings. The one that you yearn to hear from me. Im sorry for hurting you, but i have no intentions or whatsoever.

Still in me, i love you as much as i do. You're the one who makes me see the world revolves around me. No other girls out there makes me feel so special. I love you so much and i can't live without. I want to settle down with the woman, who i can't live without. I'm sorry again.

Heres a song for you below.
mmmmmmmuacks.



Lyrics:
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes