Time
night shift in few hours more.
i always looking forward to nigth shifts, because the
ambience is so much different than working in the morning,
so much chaos.
i've packed bread with cheese, yea, BBQ cheese with bread is
a winner. Packed that for late supper while i'm at work.
yup, guessed it, its the whole loaf of bread. weeeee.
nope, not that im nuts, i just like breads to rice.
been going out with gf lately, (check out gf's blog for pictures),
just meet up after gf work for dinner and just to spend time together
even tho its just for few hours.
end of the month is like less than 2weeks time,
and Nov is coming, then its Dec. i always counting down,
but i'm not sure what i'm counting down to tho.
the feeling of getting into riding seriously always there,
but the motivation is dying. With so much commitment to tend,
i felt so much left behind with almost alot of things.
if i do this, i cant do that, if i do that, i cant do this.
so it keeps happening like that. i'm gettin tired tho.
After every work, i don't really like to head home.
Text friends to hang out, but none gave a positive answer.
But i think again, hangin out can be boring with no places to go
and kept going to the same place over and over and over again,
so it becoming rather bored to hang out too.
Thanks to Kenn yesterday for actually thought of goin
to KKH to eat, even tho like its the 2nd time we eating Mcdonalds for the day.
But the whole bunch of us have a great time just sitting down with so much to talk.
and when its time to go home, i just hate it.
i want to find a new exciting things to do.
im tired of routines.
same thing,
over
over
over
and
over
again.
its like, whats there to life.
anymore . . .
cant wait for Dec
