i was happy that i'm going to end work just now.
but soon after ending it, i was so drop dead regret.
i just hate to go home. i hate hearing all the nags, noise
whatever shit.
told myself in the morning that i would go home and sleep after a
hard day work. But what am i doing now? bloggin.
geez.
because i am so pure bored. even online now, i even find it bored.
my rbed a mess with wires, chargers etc. Because i cant be bothered anymore.
i find this place not worth to do anything. theres always smthing not right
about anything at my home.
its just a shelter.
nothing more.
hate everyone.
haiz.
theres practicaly nothing at home.
theres no food at home. no fun. no nothing. just plain NOTHING.
everyone always eager to go home after a days work, but me. . . .
i rather be anywhere else to just wander.
but i can't, my shifts sucks and it eat alot of my energy and i need sleep,
or else i will get flu easily. all house care is that im being lazy if i woke up late.
ahh. whatever. whatever i do all is a bad things to them.
if so why they still want me to do this and that?
if so why they even bother at all . . .
farkall.
farkall fark fark.
